Life is very different from when my last mix was published. I feel like a lot has happened, which is true. I've had six mixes in the making for awhile now. But screw those. I want something fresh. This is fresh. This is exciting. I have a crush.

I don't want to delve too much into my past relationship because I don't feel it's relevant in this case. But I will say it ended last month and it was a pretty emotional ordeal. However, in the time since then, I feel like I've grown. A lot. And I'm getting a much better idea of what I want in a significant other. I know what I like and what I can do without; I've finally admitted to myself that I also really dig ladies.

But I digress, for this mix is about one person—a guy, the brother of one of my best girlfriends. The title is named after the Garbage song, which is a band he really likes. I'm not sure where things will go with us. All I know is I have a great time with him and I adore his Jason Schwartzmanesque eyebrows. He's got this really biting, hilarious sense of humor and a strange sense of eloquence about him. He's cocky, yet charming.

And he's my crush.