The Self Destruction Handbook

The Self Destruction Handbook
Created by: ViciousBleu
Tracks: 13
Length: 01:00:10
Keywords 1. Sister
2. Confusion
3. Lost
Created on 1/20/07 1:04pm
Level 6
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description:
I had a hard time writing the track descriptions for this mix. My younger sister went into rehab for the second time earlier this week and I made her this mix. It's hard to watch somebody destroy themselves like that, but I hope this time she'll find what she needs.

tracklist

1 The Cure : The Figurehead
"But the same image haunts me/ In sequence/ In despair of time/ I will never be clean again."

Sisters that have a shared past rarely realize that they know so well what the other is feeling.
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Track 1 from Pornography
Length: 00:06:15
Year: 1982
Track Description:
"But the same image haunts me/ In sequence/ In despair of time/ I will never be clean again."

Sisters that have a shared past rarely realize that they know so well what the other is feeling.
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2 Muse : The Small Print
Another Faust song crept onto a mix. The story of Faust tells of a man who put physical desire and pleasure before those he loved and his future. Scared young girls often do the same.
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Track 2 from Absolution
Length: 00:03:28
Year: 2003
Track Description:
Another Faust song crept onto a mix. The story of Faust tells of a man who put physical desire and pleasure before those he loved and his future. Scared young girls often do the same.
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3 Garbage : The Trick is to Keep Breathing
The girl will try to find men who will make her feel better.
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Track 3 from Version 2.0
Length: 00:04:13
Year: 1998
Track Description:
The girl will try to find men who will make her feel better.
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4 The Dresden Dolls : Delilah
Her sister will warn her of men who hit, men you lie, men who cheat but the girl won't listen.
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Track 4 from Yes, Virginia
Length: 00:06:54
Year: 2006
Track Description:
Her sister will warn her of men who hit, men you lie, men who cheat but the girl won't listen.
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5 Everclear : Strawberry
Quickly she finds drugs work much better and don't involve as much work.
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Track 5 from Sparkle and Fade
Length: 00:02:35
Year: 1995
Track Description:
Quickly she finds drugs work much better and don't involve as much work.
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6 Aqualung : Just For A Moment
At one point, risking it all and become lost to everybody.
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Track 6 from Aqualung
Length: 00:04:04
Year: 2002
Track Description:
At one point, risking it all and become lost to everybody.
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7 Beck : Everybody's Gotta Learn Sometime
The girl is scared by where she is, but doesn't realize she can stop.
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Track 7 from Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind soundtrack
Length: 00:05:54
Track Description:
The girl is scared by where she is, but doesn't realize she can stop.
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8 Concrete Blonde : Joey
The girl's family struggles between anger and pain watching the roller coaster careen out of control.
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Track 8 from Bloodletting
Length: 00:04:11
Year: 1990
Track Description:
The girl's family struggles between anger and pain watching the roller coaster careen out of control.
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9 Bright Eyes : Lua
"We might die from medication but we sure killed all the pain"

You can't help but wonder if the girl is really just trying to kill herself slowly.
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Track 9 from I'm Wide Awake, It's Morning
Length: 00:04:31
Track Description:
"We might die from medication but we sure killed all the pain"

You can't help but wonder if the girl is really just trying to kill herself slowly.
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10 Red House Painters : Have You Forgotten
She misses the childhood she skipped and wonders where she could've gone.
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Track 10 from Vanilla Sky
Length: 00:05:28
Year: 2001
Track Description:
She misses the childhood she skipped and wonders where she could've gone.
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11 Tori Amos : time
The girl hates where she is now, doesn't want to live like this anymore.
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Track 11 from Strange Little Girls
Length: 00:05:22
Year: 2001
Track Description:
The girl hates where she is now, doesn't want to live like this anymore.
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12 Aimee Mann : Wise Up
The girl checks herself into rehab for a second time to account for her own actions.
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Track 12 from Magnolia
Length: 00:03:31
Year: 1999
Track Description:
The girl checks herself into rehab for a second time to account for her own actions.
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13 Badly Drawn Boy : A Minor Incident
I don't know how my little sister's second time in rehab will work out, but I just hope she knows that no matter what, I still love her.
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Track 13 from About A Boy
Length: 00:03:44
Year: 2002
Track Description:
I don't know how my little sister's second time in rehab will work out, but I just hope she knows that no matter what, I still love her.
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did your mix help? you put so much work into your tapes. this has to be my favourite, I love so many of these artists, Aimee Mann, Tori Amos, BDB, Garbage, Muse, Beck, I can hear them in my head.
10/25/07 9:37am
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that red house painters song is so good. i hope your sister is doing better.
3/28/07 9:26am
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Doing a mix in a situation like this is a good thing. I found that out a few months back when I lost a friend. I too hope your sister can find the strength and help she needs.
1/20/07 8:45pm
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Nice Mix

Sorry about your sister. I hope she finds her way
1/20/07 7:18pm