Being Twelve
| Being Twelve | |
| Created by: | childstar |
| Tracks: | 20 |
| Length: | 01:15:45 |
| Keywords |
1. junior high 2. sucked 3. balls |
| Created on | 5/12/09 7:09pm |
| Level | 4 |
| Points | 1840 |
| Total visitors | 72 |
| Unique visitors | 17 |
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Middle school was odd for me, as it was for everyone, I hear. I stayed up reeeally late most nights, hanging out in the Weezer chat room and learning about music that seemed to be way beyond my years. I was also diagnosed as clinically depressed, had a number of online relationships, and adopted a really awkward sense of humor--especially compared to my peers. I felt like a creep! But I'm fine with that, because overall this experience truly shaped me into who I am today.
Some highlights from seventh grade:
I remember drawing the cover of Blur's "The Best Of" the day 9/11 happened. And even when everyone was freaking out, I just kept drawing. At one point, I gave an "it's-good-to-be-yourself-speech" and totally started crying in front of the class. Friends would refer to me lovingly as "Weezer Freak" because I got really into them over this year (and no, not because of the Green Album!). I actually saw them for the first time, too, with Jimmy Eat World and Tenacious D. I started really caring about choir this year. I took a graphic design class my first semester and came to know one of the greatest art teachers ever, Mr. Hamilton. He made me realize my potential as an artist. I made a really good friend named Mike Winters, who remains a friend of mine to this day. Ironically, at first, I totally hated him.
Eighth grade:
Everyone called me "gothlic" because, on a whim, I went off and dyed my hair black. It really got under my skin. Nirvana re-exploded in popularity this year because of the release of their Greatest Hits album. I was pretty annoyed at all the kids acting like they knew about what I had known about since I was little, thanks to my parents. So I turned into somewhat of an elitist. I got into my first "serious" online relationship--and by serious, I only mean it lasted until my junior year of high school (far from perfect, though).
Some highlights from seventh grade:
I remember drawing the cover of Blur's "The Best Of" the day 9/11 happened. And even when everyone was freaking out, I just kept drawing. At one point, I gave an "it's-good-to-be-yourself-speech" and totally started crying in front of the class. Friends would refer to me lovingly as "Weezer Freak" because I got really into them over this year (and no, not because of the Green Album!). I actually saw them for the first time, too, with Jimmy Eat World and Tenacious D. I started really caring about choir this year. I took a graphic design class my first semester and came to know one of the greatest art teachers ever, Mr. Hamilton. He made me realize my potential as an artist. I made a really good friend named Mike Winters, who remains a friend of mine to this day. Ironically, at first, I totally hated him.
Eighth grade:
Everyone called me "gothlic" because, on a whim, I went off and dyed my hair black. It really got under my skin. Nirvana re-exploded in popularity this year because of the release of their Greatest Hits album. I was pretty annoyed at all the kids acting like they knew about what I had known about since I was little, thanks to my parents. So I turned into somewhat of an elitist. I got into my first "serious" online relationship--and by serious, I only mean it lasted until my junior year of high school (far from perfect, though).
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| 1 | Pixies : I'm Amazed |
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"All I know is that there were rumors he was into field hockey players..." The intro to this song is so fanfuckingtastic. Perfect way to start out my experience in junior high. I started getting heavily into the Pixies in 7th grade, after hearing the "Velouria" cover that Weezer did. SHOW MORE
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Track 1 from Surfer Rosa
Length: 00:01:42 Year: 1988 |
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"All I know is that there were rumors he was into field hockey players..." The intro to this song is so fanfuckingtastic. Perfect way to start out my experience in junior high. I started getting heavily into the Pixies in 7th grade, after hearing the "Velouria" cover that Weezer did. SHOW LESS
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| 2 | The Ataris : Angry Nerd Rock |
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"I don't have to listen to you, so don't you fuckin' tell me what to do!" One of my seventh-grade internet flings was really into The Ataris. This song represents the attitude I tried to project to the people around me. SHOW MORE
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Track 2 from Blue Skies, Broken Hearts... Next 12 Exits
Length: 00:02:34 Year: 1999 |
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"I don't have to listen to you, so don't you fuckin' tell me what to do!" One of my seventh-grade internet flings was really into The Ataris. This song represents the attitude I tried to project to the people around me. SHOW LESS
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| 3 | Faith No More : From Out of Nowhere |
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My first Faith No More album was The Real Thing on cassette tape. I got it the summer before 7th grade began, and I vividly recall being really creeped out the first time I heard "Edge of the World." Really. But I always enjoyed this song.
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Track 3 from The Real Thing
Length: 00:03:22 Year: 1989 |
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My first Faith No More album was The Real Thing on cassette tape. I got it the summer before 7th grade began, and I vividly recall being really creeped out the first time I heard "Edge of the World." Really. But I always enjoyed this song. SHOW LESS
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| 4 | Weezer : The World Has Turned and Left Me Here |
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Favorite band throughout junior high. Maybe not so much now, but there will always be a place in my heart for the =w=.
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Track 4 from Blue Album
Length: 00:04:19 Year: 1994 |
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Favorite band throughout junior high. Maybe not so much now, but there will always be a place in my heart for the =w=. SHOW LESS
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| 5 | Cake : The Distance |
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When I got Comfort Eagle for my 12th birthday, I was immediately hooked. This song represents that. A friend of mine (the one who coined the name "Weezerfreak") used to sing this song to me, amongst others, at our lunch table. He was the only other person I knew that knew about CAKE.
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Track 5 from Fashion Nugget
Length: 00:03:02 Year: 1996 |
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When I got Comfort Eagle for my 12th birthday, I was immediately hooked. This song represents that. A friend of mine (the one who coined the name "Weezerfreak") used to sing this song to me, amongst others, at our lunch table. He was the only other person I knew that knew about CAKE. SHOW LESS
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| 6 | Blur : Coffee and TV |
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"Your ears are full but you're empty, you're holding out your heart, to people who never really care how you are." I considered this pretty much my theme song for awhile. I was in love with Blur because they looked like a British Weezer. SHOW MORE
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Track 6 from 13
Length: 00:05:58 Year: 1999 |
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"Your ears are full but you're empty, you're holding out your heart, to people who never really care how you are." I considered this pretty much my theme song for awhile. I was in love with Blur because they looked like a British Weezer. SHOW LESS
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| 7 | Sonic Youth : Teenage Riot |
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"Takes a teenage riot to get me out of bed right now" I first heard this song in 7th grade. And from that moment, I knew I would one day have a strange love affair with Sonic Youth. Prediction: true. SHOW MORE
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Track 7 from Daydream Nation
Length: 00:06:57 Year: 1988 |
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"Takes a teenage riot to get me out of bed right now" I first heard this song in 7th grade. And from that moment, I knew I would one day have a strange love affair with Sonic Youth. Prediction: true. SHOW LESS
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| 8 | Jimmy Eat World : A Praise Chorus |
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The lyrics to this song were always really motivational for me. Especially the "kick start my rockin' rollin' heart" part. I was actually pretty into Jimmy Eat World, until I saw them in November of '01. It could have been the seating, because they sounded fine, but I was just really bored the whole time. So I came to associate that feeling with the band itself. Classical conditioning.
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Track 8 from Bleed American
Length: 00:04:05 Year: 2001 |
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The lyrics to this song were always really motivational for me. Especially the "kick start my rockin' rollin' heart" part. I was actually pretty into Jimmy Eat World, until I saw them in November of '01. It could have been the seating, because they sounded fine, but I was just really bored the whole time. So I came to associate that feeling with the band itself. Classical conditioning. SHOW LESS
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| 9 | The Aquabats : Pizza Day |
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"As time went on we figured out It was totally uncool To eat the welfare lunch Provided by the school So in poser-punker fashion We just mooched off all the kids And lived off eating candy bars And bags of nacho chips" It was so strange hearing this song when I did, because I felt exactly this way. SHOW MORE
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Track 9 from Myths, Legends and Other Amazing Adventures, Vol. 2
Length: 00:04:04 Year: 2000 |
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"As time went on we figured out It was totally uncool To eat the welfare lunch Provided by the school So in poser-punker fashion We just mooched off all the kids And lived off eating candy bars And bags of nacho chips" It was so strange hearing this song when I did, because I felt exactly this way. SHOW LESS
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| 10 | Radiohead : My Iron Lung |
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OK Computer was one of my first CDs, probably right behind Pinkerton. Although this song isn't from that album, I associate it to junior high.
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Track 10 from My Iron Lung
Length: 00:04:37 Year: 1994 |
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OK Computer was one of my first CDs, probably right behind Pinkerton. Although this song isn't from that album, I associate it to junior high. SHOW LESS
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| 11 | The Strokes : Alone Together |
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A guy I talked to to online told me that he thought I might like The Strokes. So I checked 'em out and he was right. This is my favorite song from Is This It.
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Track 11 from Is This It?
Length: 00:03:12 Year: 2000 |
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A guy I talked to to online told me that he thought I might like The Strokes. So I checked 'em out and he was right. This is my favorite song from Is This It. SHOW LESS
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| 12 | Saves The Day : Through Being Cool |
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I used to pretend to hate Saves the Day because people in the Weezer chatroom would always talk shit about them. I don't really know why even! But this is me saying I'm officially through being "cool" and that I am a huge fan of STD.
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Track 12 from Through Being Cool
Length: 00:02:04 Year: 1999 |
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I used to pretend to hate Saves the Day because people in the Weezer chatroom would always talk shit about them. I don't really know why even! But this is me saying I'm officially through being "cool" and that I am a huge fan of STD. SHOW LESS
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| 13 | Nirvana : Frances Farmer Will Have Her Revenge on Seattle |
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Ahhhhh, Nirvana. 'Nuff said.
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Track 13 from In Utero
Length: 00:04:09 Year: 1993 |
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Ahhhhh, Nirvana. 'Nuff said. SHOW LESS
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| 14 | Gorillaz : 5/4 |
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"She turned my dad on" I actually saw the Clint Eastwood video in 6th grade. It tripped me out because I had never seen anything like it. After I purchased the album, and learned that Damon Albarn was the singer, I had a new reason to appreciate Gorillaz. SHOW MORE
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Track 14 from Gorillaz
Length: 00:02:40 Year: 2001 |
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"She turned my dad on" I actually saw the Clint Eastwood video in 6th grade. It tripped me out because I had never seen anything like it. After I purchased the album, and learned that Damon Albarn was the singer, I had a new reason to appreciate Gorillaz. SHOW LESS
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| 15 | The Riverdales : Back to You |
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This song is on the soundtrack for a movie I find particularly favorable, Angus. My best friend in 7th grade, Lena, used to quote this one part, all the time: "I, Angus Bathune, had caused a fumble. The ball--MY BALL--soared through the air, free like an eagle and then...it landed in Rick Sanford's hands?!!" Am I right fellas? SHOW MORE
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Track 15 from The Riverdales
Length: 00:03:33 Year: 1995 |
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This song is on the soundtrack for a movie I find particularly favorable, Angus. My best friend in 7th grade, Lena, used to quote this one part, all the time: "I, Angus Bathune, had caused a fumble. The ball--MY BALL--soared through the air, free like an eagle and then...it landed in Rick Sanford's hands?!!" Am I right fellas? SHOW LESS
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| 16 | Ben Kweller : How It Should Be (Sha Sha) |
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"So sue me, it's up to me if I decide to be what I think is right" I first heard Ben Kweller when I was in 8th grade and thought he was the cutest boy I had seen up to then. The words are reminiscent of how I changed my looks a but and everyone changed on me. I really came to get used to my own skin at this point in my life. SHOW MORE
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Track 16 from Sha Sha
Length: 00:01:51 Year: 2002 |
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"So sue me, it's up to me if I decide to be what I think is right" I first heard Ben Kweller when I was in 8th grade and thought he was the cutest boy I had seen up to then. The words are reminiscent of how I changed my looks a but and everyone changed on me. I really came to get used to my own skin at this point in my life. SHOW LESS
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| 17 | Foo Fighters : Big Me |
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I always liked Foo Fighters. Even when I was a kid, like 7 or 8, I remember watching their videos with my dad and being really into it. This is probably my favorite song of theirs.
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Track 17 from Foo Fighters
Length: 00:02:12 Year: 1995 |
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I always liked Foo Fighters. Even when I was a kid, like 7 or 8, I remember watching their videos with my dad and being really into it. This is probably my favorite song of theirs. SHOW LESS
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| 18 | Ween : Baby Bitch |
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I always used to play "Homo Rainbow" in the car and my mom thought I was crazy. But man, what do you expect from a 7th grader?
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Track 18 from Chocolate and Cheese
Length: 00:03:04 Year: 1994 |
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I always used to play "Homo Rainbow" in the car and my mom thought I was crazy. But man, what do you expect from a 7th grader? SHOW LESS
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| 19 | The Smiths : How Soon Is Now? |
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"You shut your mouth, how can you say I go about things the wrong way?" From the time I heard this song, I felt like it had been written for me. It just spoke to me in a way that other songs didn't. SHOW MORE
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Track 19 from Meat is Murder
Length: 00:06:46 Year: 1987 |
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"You shut your mouth, how can you say I go about things the wrong way?" From the time I heard this song, I felt like it had been written for me. It just spoke to me in a way that other songs didn't. SHOW LESS
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| 20 | Ozma : Baseball |
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"Is our season over? No four leaf clover, I feel it getting colder now that it's late fall" I got into Ozma in the fall of 7th grade. How fitting. This song used to remind me of a guy I had a huge crush on in the 6th grade and how our friendship changed when we got into junior high. Furthermore, this is a great way to end this mix. SHOW MORE
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Track 20 from Rock And Roll Part Three
Length: 00:05:34 Year: 2001 |
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"Is our season over? No four leaf clover, I feel it getting colder now that it's late fall" I got into Ozma in the fall of 7th grade. How fitting. This song used to remind me of a guy I had a huge crush on in the 6th grade and how our friendship changed when we got into junior high. Furthermore, this is a great way to end this mix. SHOW LESS
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